Yesterday my mummy bear and I donated 15 memory boxes, 20 self care packages and 20 heart beat recorders to Lancashire women & Newborn centres Fetal medicine clinic 
These boxes will be given to parents who are told that their baby will not survive the pregnancy or once they are born 
I know how much these boxes will help and it’s only because of Maggie’s legacy that we can help them!!
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Yesterday was the FIRST time my mum has been back to that part of the hospital since Maggie died
I knew she would be a little upset but I had no idea how much it would affect her!! I realised as we got to the doors she was shaking 
She still came in and donated, we every went up to the birth suit was Maggie was born sleeping. When we got back to the car we had a little cry together!! 
She still came in and donated, we every went up to the birth suit was Maggie was born sleeping. When we got back to the car we had a little cry together!! Even now almost 7 years on, losing Maggie is still THE MOST painful thing in this world I HAVE to face things “head on” I have to “fight” the emotions but for so many people its just not something they can do!!
I HAVE to face things “head on” I have to “fight” the emotions but for so many people its just not something they can do!! I’m so glad my mummy was there yesterday but I feel bad that she was so upset BUT at the same time strangely happy because it shows how much she LOVES & MISSES her beautiful granddaughter Maggie
**** massive thank you to Our DEAF HUB for helping me decorate & fill these memory boxes ****
